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I just found out that co people respect us band people a lot. Some co person said that. But I don't know if that person has already graduated. However, he/she said that co people respect us because we manage to learn our instrument without a tutor like them. And we manage to do sectional practice without having a tutor also. I've also just realised that we do all that by ourselves. Cool.
I have just attempted suicide. I have picked the maths viva. And my maths is seriously not good. What happens if I encounter a question I don't know? I would seriously fail the whole viva. Picking maths viva us just as good as attempting suicide.
I would only know if the attempted suicide is a success or failure later on.
Pray.
I think I have flunked my bio test. I don't even want to think about it. I was stuck at so many questions and I skipped many questions. Yeah I finished the test, but I would be really elated if I could just be able to scrape through. I think I give up trying to score well for all my tests.
Chem test would only be given back next week. Like WTF, I seriously don't care if I do well for my tests anymore. I AM REVERTING BACK TO MY OLD SELF PEOPLE. The lazy and 'heck care' person.
Sometimes I wish I was born with a high iq and I would be able to absorb every lesson with ease.
WISH.WISH.WISH.
Stress is getting to all of us. Year sixes are mugging. Really mugging. I saw some of them studying yesterday after I had been released from band. It was already 6 plus I think. Year 5s are mugging too. You see them in the canteen doing work everyday. I am mugging. Like Wow. I got so stressed up just now over some maths question I couldn't solve even after half hour of killing my brain cells.
The worse thing is that my way of relieving stress is using the computer. I should be studying bio or maths, but instead, I am watching Sweeney Todd. I feel like crying now when I think of all those undone work. I MUST and HAVE TO sleep at 12 today. I must study bio.
Help me.
My baby cousin is so cute!! He is 3 years old and today he told me that he wishes to be a lion dance dancer when he grows up. And he wants to play the cymbols too. He is totally memerised by the lion dance. Unlike me. I used to run away from them. I was frightened by the lions. -_- They looked so scary and the head was like so big lah!
Talking about dreams, I realised that I don't really have one. It's quite scary. I'm already going to be 15 but I don't know what my dreams were. My most absurb dream was when I was 10. I watched this drama about doctors and I wanted to be a doctor and save EVERY child that came to me. Which is impossible of course. I wanted to work in the hospital and people would surely die there. It didn't occur to me till after awhile. My funniest one was to be a guitarist or drummer in a band. DON'T ask why. And i still haven't learn how to play either instruments.
I just realised that I'm going to go overseas 3 times this year. Like wow. First to Malaysia, then to Brisbane, and then to Malaysia again.
I think child labour is a very saddening thing. All those children are unable to have a happy childhood. Instead of staying at home and having people care for them, they have to go and work under the hot sun. Countries such as Ethopia and Iraq have the worst child labour. Some children even have to carry bricks and rocks that are too heavy for them. People should put an end to child labour. It just feels like slavery.
Found out some interesting things today. First, Mdm Illyana's husband actually helped my class to argue for a test's answer, and in the end, Mdm Illyana gave us the marks for that!
Another thing was that Wan Ting actually have 2 younger brothers! I thought she was the only child all along! It shocked me! It just doesn't suit her. Another thing is that Xinwei has the same bag as ahem. Which is not nice, cos I think ahem and me don't like each other.
Another thing is the state our band is in. I managed to find Poema. And our standard is damn behind this!! Scary!!! Die!!
http://groups.imeem.com/RPC0Mk5V/music/GqVhJMSF/franco_cesarini_poema_alpestre/
The french horn solos are quite nice actually. The oboe's also. And saxophones are supposed to be very loud in this. Which spells MAJOR TROUBLE. Hear all the running notes! Headache. And for saxophones, this is equivilant to a grade 8 piece. Ahem, I am so not a grade 8 player.
Happy Valentine's day everyone! Thank you to all those people who gave me stuff like chocolates and especially Vanessa and Elizabeth. My angel and my mortal. =) Thanks for the bear and the handphone holder.
Here's a romantic song.
I heard some people from AHS on the bus having a discussion about whether Black Eyed Peas are nicer now with Fergie in it or last time, without her. As far as I heard, before I had to get off the bus, more people like it with Fergie in it now.
I mean, I think the group is so much more well-known and doing so much better with her in it now. And it's kind of special. I mean, lots of bands are either totally guys, or totally girls. How often do you see a group that has guys and girls in it? And they used to be fully hip-hop right? And they weren't selling well. Now that they've changed to pop + hip-hop, it's doing great. Plus, her voice is good. So my verdict?? FERGIE RULES.
Today's chinese test was a horror. I am certain that if I don't fail, I would just get a borderline pass. The comprehension was like a torture to people that are weak in chinese like me. I read it 3 times and I was still a bit clueless about it. Anyway, the only thing that cheered me up today was that Hanying lent me MARSHMALLOWS FOR BREAKFAST. I've wanted to read it since last year already. At last! thanks Hanying!!
My bro finally got to know what he'll be playing in his band. The trumpet. Lols, it's totally different from my instrument, and the only thing I'll be able to teach him would be how to read his notes. But actually I still know a little more them him right now, cos I learnt how to play the trombone before. Just for 3 months anyway.I just warned him that the brass instrument is quite difficult, and that the trumpet is quite hard as it only has 3 keys. Anyway, my family now has a saxophonist and a trumpeter! Woosh! From no musicians to 2 musicians! =)
CNY is 1hr 12mins away! I can't wait! I can't wait to wear my new blouse! Lols. I think I am influenced by Yijun. She was practically jumping with excitement. It was very funny.
Anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!
ZOMG. Maths common test is on Mon. And what's with the teachers? The test is only 30mins long! How are we suppose to think? Why can't they make the test longer? It'll be a great help to all the year 3s. It'll be better rather than seeing some people in tears after the test just because they couldn't finish it.
Another thing to add to my stress is the concert. OMG. What if we can't make it?! I'm really afraid. We are all in a mess. Except while playing Saga Maligna. =) I like that song. Bass Clarinet Concerto is quite ok. It's the Poema Aplestre that's freaking me out. All that rhythm and running notes!! I AM NOT A FAN OF CHROMATIC RUNNING NOTES. My fingers can't coordinate!
OMG. Look at all that gold!! Imagine if you sold all that gold! $$$$$$$$$$ I seriously need $ now. I owe Jamela money. -_- And it's just Feb. I'm already in Oh, and I LOVE this song. I think Gwen Stefani's just so cool.debt.
