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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
7:19 PM

I just feel that everything around me is stupid. The stupid channel 8 dramas, the stupid actors and actresses who care nothing about looks, looks and more looks. If it's not that, then it's shopping. It's so stupid, it's like their brain is filled with cotton wool and it is empty. I find chinese songs stupid and irritating. But surprisingly, I don't find school stupid. I think it fills up my time and make my brain work, so at least I don't have this empty type of feeling in me. Sighs... I don't know why I suddenly love to go to school to STUDY. See that? It's STUDY. Not friends or whatever. What has gotten into me? I guess it's just 1 of my long long mood swings.


Friday, March 23, 2007
9:12 PM

I am totally disgusted by the slavery thing that I'm learning about now in TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD. I thought it was a very boring book when I first read it, but now, the way Ms Aw (Au??) does her lessons, it is damn nice man!!

I wonder what the poor African people did in order to get such treatment. The Southerners even treat animals better... Poor people man. These riot things lasted for god knows how long. About a century?? I hate the lynching part. How can the whites go and tie the African Americans up and hang them up and shoot them???!!! How??? And lots of whites would be there too. Like attending a carnival like that. I felt like saying fuck lah, when I saw all these. And when they had the equality law, the southerners still seperate them. Like at a eatery, they make the whites have the drinking fountain. A nice nice one. And the blacks have a rusty old one. Like WTF.

Blacks or whites or whatever, we are still HUMAN, and should be treated with respect.


Thursday, March 22, 2007
7:59 PM

I wanna go VJC!! I really wanna go!! Eh, if I can enter, which will make me cry( I will miss DHS alot!! And I will be too shocked that I entered.), we will be under the VIP programme. Lols!! VIP leh!! Very Important Person!! Yeah right. Victoria Integrated Programme more like it. Eh, fail year 1 and/or year 2 still can enter leh. But must be shortlisted and must pass the entrance exam or something like that. Hmmm..... Very interesting. That's where the "ah lian" girl went to. Smart man!! And another b-baller went in too. I saw her photo on the gallery. I think her name's Yu Han or something. Don't ask me how I know her, I just know her. Andre's sister went in too!! Anyway, with my results, and my cca... erm.. I think I only got 30% chance leh. But heck, who cares? I shall go try it out.

VJC!!

P.s Those interested, can go to http://www.vjc.moe.edu.sg/vip/. The school's really damn cool lah. =)




Sunday, March 18, 2007
4:56 PM

My current craze? FALL OUT BOY.

I just love the song This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race.


4:35 PM

Oh no oh no. In just a few hours time, little Miss Lazy Pig has to go back to school. Haiz... sian leh. I wish my life can just revolve around slacking, and more slacking. But on 2nd thoughts, maybe not lah. Maths is enjoyable after all, BECAUSE of Mr Yeo. If not, I'll dislike maths lah. I only go to school for maths(even though I say I hate it sometimes) and friends. Theresa, people sitting around me... Gillian, Angela, Hang Yin, Sherlyn... blah blah blah. I have to bring my beloved saxophone to school back tomorrow. Now, should I take a bus, or walk to the MRT station? *thinks* *thinks* *thinks* I think I should walk. Exercise in the morning, and the air is cool anyway. Ok, Teo Li Shan is going to take a 20 min walk tomorrow! =)


Friday, March 16, 2007
9:26 PM



Not much information about this, just knowing that the child in the picture above is only 3 years old and from China. If I were him, I’d rather save the money up for something else like clothes or food. To those people who feel bad when they saw teenagers smoking, how would they feel when they saw a 3 years old child smoking?

I got this from http://www.vincentchow.net/978/smoking-at-the-age-of-three

OMG. I am shocked.


9:11 PM

I really don't know what the fuck is happening. But when you dream about this person for 2 consecutive days, I feel that it is weird. No, I don't think of her at all, and fuck, she appears in my dreams? In the first dream, which is on Wed night, I dreamt that Theresa and me were eating at Ghim Moh market, and then she came. She sat down on the same table as us, and started to tell us about physics. She told us how difficult it was, and there in her new school, the teacher went so freaking fast that he covered 3/4 of the textbook le. Then, suddenly I spotted somebody, and I ran after that person. When I came back, she was gone. I started looking around the market for her, but something told me that she's never coming back. And guess what I did? I sat on the chair and cried. A lot. Tears just kept dropping.

On Thurs night, I dreamt of her again. This time, she just came next to me and told me that she is going to someplace called Queensland or something. And then, she just disappeared. Weird.


8:39 PM

Oh yah, I remembered posting about something saying that I would blog more about the 书呆子 thingy.

We DUNMANIANS are definitely not not 书呆子 ok!! We are also students, and hence, we are also mischievous like any other student. Until now, we still have people running away from the discipline master. Like Kiat Shing. I don't know if this is true, but people told me that last year, Luo Han Yu spotted Kiat Shing with his long long hair. And guess what Kiat Shing did? He ran away!! You want bengs and lians, we also have. We are also not students who study like mad lor. If you come to our school, there are lots of people who study last minute for the test. And well, most of us only study the day before, cursing when we come to school, saying that we do not have enough time. We are so not 书呆子. Fuck off, the people who say that we are. We are so not. We are a school of enthusiastic, happy and funny people.

DUNMANIANS ROCK MY WORLD!!!


Thursday, March 15, 2007
6:11 PM

I am so fucking fucking pissed right now!!! Why is it that after about 1 freaking hour of searching, I can't find stories that show the features of rice, and the nutritional status of rice and best of all, the fucking scientific names of some types of rice?!! Doesn't anyone make a website about this stupid stuff?? Damn lah!! I need it for geog lah!!! This stupid rice album project SUCKS big time.


5:58 PM

I am so damn HAPPY!!! WOOSH!

PRISONBREAK IS BACK!!!

Damn happy man!! I love WENTWORTH MILLER!! =)





Monday, March 12, 2007
4:51 PM

I was going through the "more than words" book. Then inside got this person who wrote that people thought that people who are in our school are 书呆子. We are so not书呆子 lah. Like fuck these people lah. I dead tired now, so I shall blog more about this is my next post.


4:46 PM

I went to cut my hair just now, and it is a great big KUKU hairstyle I tell you!! It is very very short. As in VERY. I have not had hair this short before in my entire 13 years of life!!! Except baby time lah. Don't include that time. I merely asked her to cut my hair shorter a bit and to layer it more, and fuck lah. It turned out so ugly. Oh, but my hair grows very fast, so I'll expect it to grow a bit more before school reopens. =) Liddat it won't look so bad lah. Anybody got good hair saloon to advertise to me? I need to go there the next time. I can't afford another major bad haircut. People, tell me ah!!


Saturday, March 10, 2007
3:46 PM

I am feeling quite sad now. I don't want school to reopen. I can't sit with Gillian anymore. Ms Tang will change everybody's places. *sighs* I really like to sit with Gillian!! Last time, we don't talk to each other at all. Until inter-class came, and we both had to play as defenders, so we had to work together and all. And then this year, Ms Tang decided to put us together. I think it's because I don't talk much, and don't socialise much. Now I keep talking and talking that teachers will always look to the back. =) I miss my spot.

Teacher's table
Sara and Shuhan
Theresa and Valerie
Yong Jing and Charlene
Hang Yin and Sherlyn
Gillian and me
Angela


If I wanna talk, I'll talk to Gillian. If I wanna laugh, I'll turn to Angela. If I need help in schoolwork, Hang Yin is just infront! Nice nice place!! And Angela, Gillian and me are competing in who says "train" 1st when a train passes by. I think Angela is winning. Cos she never listen during lessons!! =) Lols!! Just joking lah! I'll miss you people. I hope Ms Tang forgets and then don't need change places.



3:25 PM

People are so getting blurer. And I've got people to use examples as.

THERESA and ANGELA.

Angela still not so bad, but Tree!! Arhh!!! It's very funny!! All the things she did! =) Let's start with all the blur things Tree did. I kinda forget some. So pardon me if I didn't mention it.

Tree keeps tripping over steps. For some reason. Even if it's only 3 steps, she will trip. And other retarded things such as smiling to herself, or worse, laughing. I think I kind of like the word retarded now. I am a BIG RETARD anyway. And there are lots lots more, but I don't know why I can't remember anything now. =( My memory is REALLY failing... And got this 花样少年少女 sms she send me. She send me as "hua yang shao nian shao mu"! 女变成木!!! I was laughing. Then, during science test, we were supposed to write down the control for the experiment. There were maggots in the flask, and soda lime below them, in the flask also. The flask is completely sealed except for this tube with the drop of ink in it. So, Tree wrote, "Put caterpillars in the flask." LOLS!! Very funny!!!! And she also banged into the chair when we were in the canteen!! And during tuition, she was supposed to find the perimeter of the thing. Guess what our beloved Tree did? She times all four sides instead of adding. And then she kept laughing. LOLS!!


Angela. She asked me the most retarted question I heard so far this year.
During maths class....( I think it went something like that...)
Angela: Eh? How come like that?
Me: What?
Angela: How come there are * number of people going for a trip. Then 5 people decided not to go. And everyone has to pay $30 more. Why?
Me: Because got lesser people share the cost what!!"
Angela: (blinks) OH!!! Hahahahaha!

Like -_- lah!!! Wake up people!! And wake up my dear dear memory!!


Friday, March 09, 2007
8:44 PM

OMG. I have not go on the computer for 6 days!! Pro man!! I feel that I have achieved something big!! Usually, after 2 days of not using the computer, I will start to feel tempted. Hahas. Anyway, it was because of the freaking tests, that's why no time. Here's what happened this week.

Monday was basically quite slack. Except that I was pretty much excited about going for band. So as to meet my juniors!! But after meeting them, sorry to say this, but I wish I didn't have them as my juniors. I don't wanna be mean or anything, but they really have a great big ATIITUDE PROBLEM. Especailly the BARITONE girl. Surprised that b-tone has a girl playing it? Sucks lah, she go break the tradition(as said by Yvonne) of having guys. Anyway, she did something no one has ever did b4. She fucking shouted her name out to us when Samatha merely asked her to repeat her name. And Zhai Rui, who was sitting next to her, closed his ears. I was damn shocked at her attitude lah. She's one of the AP juniors I have. Jesmine told me that she also started mumbling to herself. Something like "very sian." Very sian don't learn lah! The other junior who has AP is the alto de, singaporean. She even looks AP. Ok, let's not go into details. But the other 2....still can lah. I think Kah Hun's(???? dno spell) sis too gentle le. But she and the China girl quite cute I think.

Tuesday, go home and do the stupid jian bao. But I did it properly, cos I'm a bit worried now. My marks are just at the borderline. I'm so freaked out lah. Oh yah, my maths test got damn low. Only 26 for it. Blehs. -_-

Wednesday, I went home to memorise the 歇后语 for the test the next day. Then, in the middle of it, I felt sleepy, so I fucking started to jump long jump. And, guess what? My poor poor legs are hurting damn badly. I jumped a total of 7 times. NON-STOP.

Thursday, I had 3 test!! I was rushing here and there lah, to find time to revise somemore. Geog, LA and the chinese. Chinese, I'll be very happy if I pass. For geog, I'm not very confident too, but Tree saw my answers and said they were ok. For LA... To Hell with it. Who cares??

Today was nice!!! We had no band!! Woosh!! But we had to bring home instruments. And when I reached Tampines, I decided to WALK home. Which was a wrong wrong choice as I was already very very tired. The saxophone suddenly become so heavy. And the normally 20 mins walk home bacame 30 mins. Pai Seh. We also went to the cold storage to do our LSP thingy. We came in 5th out of 6 teams. Like -_- lah. But it was fun. And today was Mr Low's last day. Even though I don't know him, I felt like crying. Gen started to tear, and then I felt the tears coming. I was like "oh no oh no." Heng I managed to control myself. Is it emotional changes or what ah? I didn't use to be emotional. I mature quite slowly mentally leh I think. People in my class started liking guys last year. But erm me.... I not even interested in liking someone in tt way you know. Teo Li Shan, you very slow lah!!

Ahh....so happy hols are here!! At least can wake up later. =)


Sunday, March 04, 2007
5:15 PM

I went for the CO concert yesterday. I think it was quite nice lah. It got a little boring at the end, cos I was tired and my spine was starting to hurt. AGAIN. I had this problem ever since I was very small. The end of my spine always hurts whenever I sit down for too long. I don't know how I am going to pull through the long long concerts I need to perform the next time. Can you imagine?! Sitting with the saxophone? My poor poor spine man. Anyway, Back to concert. Tree and me were sitting in the middle of the MIDDLE ROW. There were ppl on both sides, so we couldn't get out when they wanted to encore. Last year's string's concert, we were sitting way at the back, So nobody. That's when we slipped out when they wanted to encore. Actually, we saw ppl go out, So we followed also lor. =)
Ok, I wanna know why when ZHENG CHAO JI came out on stage, Ppl clap SOSOSOSOSO much. He very nice meh. According to my CO frens, they don't like him.

In all the songs they play, I only knew the mo li hua . Cos I remebered hearing it b4 when I was very small. And I realised that in chineses music, the instruments trail more. The way they trail is damn pro lah. I don't think my fingers can move so fast lor.

TO ALL CO MEMBERS: JIA YOU FOR SYF! YAO WEI XIAO ZHEN GUANG!


Thursday, March 01, 2007
8:04 PM

ZHENG LAO SHI DON'T LIKE ME IS IT?!
Today when she wanted to cancel off the people's names off that stupid computer screen thingy, she COMPLETELY ignored mine. Then she told Theresa that she just needed to answer a bit more than her name would be of too. Then me leh? I answered about 3 times, and Tree only said 1 time lah. And got 1 time I raised my hand for damn long, then Angela raised, and she immediately agknowledged Angela. Like WHAT THE F lah!! I don't dare used the f word cos according to people, teachers are reading.